In late September of 2017 I almost died of a heart attack. I wrote about it and published the essay in Electric Literature, which you can see here (about 2800 words)
The quotes used in this essay is from Roy Scranton’s Learning to Die in the Anthropocene
Reflections on the End of a Civilization which you can pick up from City Lights (The Publisher) here: http://www.citylights.com/book/?GCOI=87286100064510
Seriously, pick it up. It’s an amazing read.